Tuesday, April 4, 2017

The Feeling of Beauty

From: Jessica
In this photo, we see a young girl of age 17 applying makeup to herself. The intention I had in taking this photo was to portray the lengths to which young girls in society will “beautify” themselves. The first element that becomes evident when you look at the photo is the young girl in the center. While we can tell that she is pretty, we observe her putting make up on as a way of covering up the flaws that she perceives. The lighting in this picture was the most important element that I wanted to convey. While light streams in through the window above and behind her, her face is anything but light- it is shadowed, a tired and defeated look in her eyes. Dark bags are evident and help to portray this defeated and/or tired feeling she has. The girl is positioned in such a way as to convey that she is shy and self-conscious- scrunched up, keeping herself protected so that nothing may harm her. In today’s society, women are actively marketed at by the beauty industry, constantly having their insecurities examined with a microscope. This has led to a widespread girl culture that consists of obsessions with makeup, weight, and dieting. In 2016, “At least 30 million people of all ages and genders suffer from an eating disorder in the U.S.” (1). A large majority of this statistic is young adults- more commonly young girls.
            When we pull out and observe the room around the girl, we are drawn to mess that clutters her floor. Discarded laundry, makeup strewn along the floor, and stains on the carpet suggest a feeling of disorganization. The darkish color that they have all help to symbolize the depressing feeling this girl experiences at having to keep up this culture. Despite this clutter, our eyes are still drawn to the walls which lay barren. This symbolizes a certain type of emptiness and suggests that something may be lacking. In my mind, it symbolizes a lack of personality, muffled by an obsession with beauty. The combination of loneliness paired with the subsequent clutter almost becomes contradictory. This contradiction helps us to truly understand the girl’s state of mind. She receives conflicting evidence from society- be beautiful but don’t have a self-esteem. The constant picking at girl’s insecurities by society leaves them raw and open. It leaves them impressionable and it encourages terrible behaviors and habits to form. In Laura Greenfield’s photo essay, Girl Culture (2), we see that many girls have this conflict constantly raging within their minds, leading them to engage in behaviors that many would find upsetting. The first photo it opens up to is a 20 year old girl posing in a lingerie-like bathing suit, going through the motions to make it look like she is about to take it off. In our culture today, young women are often over-sexualized, even from a young age. Laura Greenfield’s essay accurately portrays this in just the first photo. The same concept exists here.

            Overall, the photo pokes at the larger message at hand- the overwhelming effect that beauty culture has on women and, especially, young girls today. Through good use of lighting and expression, we can see the true effects of this culture on young girls today.

1 comment:

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From: Coral

The positioning of the girl in this photo is beautifully poignant. As the artist said, she is facing away from the light, curled up against herself for protection, seemingly almost from it. But in addition to that, it seems to me she has her back turned to the ugliness the mess behind her signifies. While the makeup in front and beside her is also disorganized, it is makeup, rather dirty clothes or trash. It is the solution to ugliness, and consequently, what she has accepted by her posture.

Her expression deepens the photo as well. Many women (including myself) say they use makeup for themselves rather than for an audience, saying it makes them feel pretty. I think that’s partly true, but without an audience what is beauty? What makes this photo different, though, is that she seems anything but happy to be doing her makeup. She seems to deeply resent that she has any flaws to cover up in the first place. There’s a self-hatred as she looks into a mirror, which is, incidentally, quite small, and could signify the fact that the beauty standard damages women’s self-worth by focusing on often flawed pieces of a whole being, separating our sense of self from our bodies. Our bodies become a collection of parts to be fixed or improved rather than a complete vessel for our souls.

What she is wearing also says something to me. She is in all gray- the color of authority. Although she looks to be wearing pajamas for comfort, she is literally clothed in authority. It wraps her in rules and a lack of bright color, oppressing her with a need to conform to a beauty standard, which, as the artist said, is mentally and even physically dangerous.